OH THE HUMANITY!!!! Etc etc etc…
A day of aggravated walkings due to lack of patience for shaped interwebs and for reasons unknown to me, A recurring kindness which is simply taken for granted and no thanks are ever given. Blegh.. This Day has got me thinking of rampant Misbelief’s and.. [pause for music, this wont end well..] {Ronald Jenkee’s, Almost Undamaged}
Anyways, Misbeliefs.. The first thing I would like to pose, is what do YOU believe in? A Belief can be implied as many many things. Do you believe in god? Do you believe in Human rights? Do you believe in Santa? Do you believe that the only thing that will make you happy is money and possesions? Do you believe Everything you read? Fuck that. What a waste? What hapened to freedom of speech? There is no such thing as truley free speech. Everything is a copy of a copy of a rip off of something else. Everything is a hybrid, a variation, a mutation. Do you believe in science?
Thinking thinking thinking… Why do people succumb to the consistent porogrammings of media and Television. Simply stop watching TV for 6 months, then watch one episode of Neighbours or Home and Away. Its sheer brainwashing. The amount you see that is simply falsified because its easier is far beyond what anyone can really comprehend. Even I see new terrible things every day. Why do you want things? Why do we need? I’ve come to a point where i have. I dont have any real needs, everything is supplied and i am content. But is this wrong? It seems everyone else is much happier in their fucked up messes they call lives? Even then, thats a horrible broad sweeping generalisation, that simply contradicts a lot of everything…. Either way, Does simply being a vendor of unbiased advice, A collector of Karma, and trying to base the idea of taijutsu as a mentality in equality, as well as being a confessor of secrets i will never speak, really make me different to anyone elses mentality? My Pro violent, pacificstic nature contradicts any old buddhist learnings, And any kind of equality has been lost with the sheer number of less than should be average [in the grand scheme of things] people.
I’ve had this fucking headache all day. its driving me mad. Back pain, fine. Neck down except hands? Fine. but headaches and RSI? Fuck you. And this makes it hard to think legibly..
[At this poiny, I watched an episode of scrubs and went to bed. Too tired and stoned to finish up.]
With some clarity now! People misbelieve on a day to day basis, Do you really believe you girlfriend Didn’t cheat on you, On that weekend where you dont REALLY know what happened? Is it because you are Naieve? or just plain ignorant? Blegh. People confuse me too much.
From here on, No more crappy people topics. Clear the mind, Clean the spirit, Feel without moving, Explore without thought.
~./Disconnected.. *.!.$.
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