Ok.. So..
Thoughts and Perceptions.. Is there a difference? Right and Wrong.. Who’s to Judge? Fear and Paranoia.. Are they The same thing? Or different facets of another whole?
Thought and emotion may not be Vital, but it is neccessary. This being said, Why is it that when you are presented with a situation of nothing but positive gain through mild hard work, it seems the whole goal may elude you, Due to your own meddlings and paranoia..
This continues inwards, You understand there are restictions to what You can and should Say. But what real barrier exists? What is really there to stop you? Morals? {a creation of a larger whole, Which is different down to the individual and is compltely irrelevant to the next person} Is it fear of Prosecution? Is it a fear of understanding what you are truley capable of? Or is it really all coming down to a control? The systems in place are training, learning and reciting for a system that feeds itself. Stop feeding the system, the system falls apart….
extrapolate
v 1: draw from specific cases for more general cases [syn: generalize,
generalise, infer]
2: estimate the value of; in mathematics [syn: interpolate]
3: gain knowledge of (an area not known or experienced) by extrapolating
Now.. Oh great. the font broke.. Be right with you..
Ok, i can't fix it. Fuckit.
Anyways, The word Extrapolate has been tearing at my very conscious being. Mainly for Definition 3. [as you may have noticed i fixed the font now]
I want to extrapolate on so many situations, So much knowledge needs to be gained. But the words and questions elude me. It’s not that i lack the courage or Confidence, I simply lack the vocabular ability to request the information i desire.
There HAS to be an easier way. I cling and claw at the idea of a possible “Subspace” or “Infinite Intelligence” To share and colelct direct information through. Similar to an internet of thought. I could more readily convey my request for knowledge to those required…
But Again, this causes problems.. What if I really was right all along? Do i really want to know the truth? Is this a burden I would be willing to bear? I understand tolerance and acceptance, I think like no other, and i see through the eyes of the Damaged but focused. But does this blurr my vision? I try to think in more clarity than most, I dont let certain things invade my mind, But there are things which should bother me. Things that would make a normal person weep or become violently angry, But i simply pass it by.. Is it a gift? Or a curse? Seeds of knowledge i have planted have helped some and damaged others. How many great Oak’s appear? or are the seedling being harvested for the collective, and my careful gardening just brushed aside, like a Tractor being used in a zen garden.
I want my work to be worth it, I want certain projects to come to an Absolute fruition that i will work hard and be patient for.. But will it be worth it? Or will my simply voicing of concern tip a balance like it has many a time before? Or will everything i see and invision come to a truly, perfectly Horrible fruition?
Too much thought, Too much thinking.. Focus, Clear the mind, then the energy will follow. Once you have clear focus, visualise your objective, and know it. Believing in something implies doubt. But if you know your objective to be Ultimately true, Then why wont it be?
The final thought.. “I think therefore i am..” Has receded to “I doubt, therefore i might be” in this day and age.. But consider this; “I know, Therefore i will be.”
‘05./Disconnect. *,!,$
